I find it amusing when people tell me I look good after they hear what I've been through in the last few months, as if that's some kind of compensation?
I tell you what I wouldn't give to be told "gee you look like shit."
What I wouldn't give to be still in my pyjamas at three in the afternoon.
Pyjamas that are covered in baby vomit.
What I wouldn't give to wake to my baby during the night.
To hear her cry
To carry her in a sling
Hold her in my arms...
But I look well? What's that supposed to really mean?