What do you want?

I want to move far away

I want a fresh start

I want to pick up the pieces of my life

I want to remember

I want to forget

I want to love

I want to smile

I want to do something meaningful

I want to be loved

I want to be someone

I want passion

I want to focus

I want to run

I want to hide

I want to tell my story

I want no one to know me or my story

I don't want to hurt

I want to know who I am

I want to know why

Today I've had a shit day.

Today I feel like I'm lost.

Spiraling backward into the abyss that is grief.

The black hole of nothingness.

I just want to move on and pick up the pieces of my life.

To forget this sadness.

To just be me. I don't know who I am though. I feel like a miserable awful ugly person.

I just want to be happy and love life again.

Without you that is so very hard...