Just a boring update.
My sketchbook arrived. It's still blank. I need to rebind it and get to work. I've got some interesting ideas running through my head. I just need the time to create now. Woe is me!
Work has been busy. Interesting and great to get my confidence back.
I'm ready to write some letters to people. There's a lot of resentment and anger that I'm holding on to. It no longer serves me. I don't think I'll ever send them but maybe just the act of writing it down and getting it out of my mind will let me sleep.
September here is supposed to be beautiful. Last year it made me bittersweet sad. I remembered the joy of being blissfully pregnant with Yuna. I remembered everything. The smells, the flowers, the sun, the wind. This year I'm just cranky at the humidity and the damn rain. Nothing seems beautiful this Spring. Perhaps it's fading. I'm not sure how I feel about that.
It's my Birthday next week. B and I are going away for the weekend. ALONE! Oh my!
We're going to a music festival. He gets to hear great music and I get the bonus of admiring John Butler.
I've been dreaming about Yuna. Lots. I don't know what that means. It's her birthday so soon. I can't believe it. That in itself deserves an entire blog post. I'll get to that.
Looking forward to hearing about the progress on the sketchbook.
ReplyDeleteI am sure you and B will enjoy your time together. I know Hub and I always make the most of being able to talk to eachother, and hear the other talking.
Maybe you are dreaming more about Yuna as it is coming soon to her birthday?
Much love hun.
Oh my, my sketchbook came in too. Still mostly blank. What I did do in it, I will be redoing. Blah.
ReplyDeleteOn another note, I think you're right about the letters. I think it just helps to release it all in writing even if the people never read them.
Thinking of you and Yuna as her birthday approaches. xxxx